Thank you all so much for the responses as it definitely made me feel a lot better.

There may be a few reasons my Sir has taken things slowly; my lack of experience and my recent health issues (thankfully we received good news regarding that today). I want to mention this post to Him and allow Him free rein (within our limits), however I don't want to "top from the bottom" or overstep my bounds. I may get more than I bargained for.

I plan to continue reading everything I can, though I think too much reading has warped my way of thinking. I've done a few "perfect little submissive" things that my Sir thought was quite amusing. So now days, I just work on perfecting the things I know He'll enjoy.

I'll keep in mind that any relationship is like a buffet; just because I try a bit of something doesn't mean I have to finish it. Just move down to the next choice