Quote Originally Posted by jeanne View Post
Milord, one of the most important things we discussed before meeting again was atonement. I needed to atone for asking for release. Although we had not discussed details, you told me that it was something that needed to be disposed of immediately - that you too needed my atonement. It wasn't exactly punishment but was not to be a pleasant experience either. But, it was necessary for both of us to feel fully 'us' again. For me to feel completely yours again.

I can't describe the joy I felt when I saw you at the airport, milord. I felt so hesitant yet so needy. I planned to stay so calm and cool, milord. And what happened? As I approached you, sitting in the waiting area, my knees grew weak. By the time I reached you, all I wanted was to be wrapped in your arms. I practically fell into your lap, didn't I? Feeling your strong thighs holding me up, your strong arms wrapping around me...I felt safe and happy and home. As if I could finally, really breathe.
Twice before I have met you at airports.

The first time I waited where I could watch you approach and watched you looking for me. In your nervousness you never saw me, so I approached and stepped in behind you and whispered in your ear. Your surprise intense, your reaction skittish like a young filly.

The second time I waited where you couldn't miss me and the smile on your face lit the enclosure, vast though it was.

This time, you were coming back to me, so I waited where you had to look to find me. I waited where you had to walk to meet me and put yourself into my hands. I sat and didn't stir. It was for you to cross the chasm between us.