I think my problem is...I may be a little bit of a prude. I have trouble vocalizing kinky stuff.

I am fine in written form. I am more than fine when we are talking about vanilla stuff or discussing BDSM in general (in fact I talk so much he barely gets to say anything, LOL), but the moment things turn "personal" I become this withdrawn, shy, blushing creature. It is very annoying and frustrating to myself.

For Heaven's sake, I am an *yada, yada*, I should be able to say cock without blushing and in a strong, audible voice (instead of mumbling).

I have decided to be a prude no more!

OK, so it may take awhile.

OK, a looooooong while.


Thank you girls so much for your help!!!!!!!