thank you all so much . its great to see more people feel like that.

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i also sometimes wonder .. and maybe silly to consider it.. but after humiliation or a good whipping ..if the soft touch of a Dom/me is more wanted or needed and we seem to fall into it more natural and desire it more deeply.. so once it is actually done we tend to find more satisfaction and fufillment from it.. just a thought...
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this is pretty much what i felt. i think the humiliation and pain brake down some of the barriers. and make me able to just enjoy it and now worry for once.

thanks again from the bottom of my heart i really appreciate it.