at least now i don't feel so silly.. but you are right..Last night Master layed a very hard spanking on me as that is what i need at times...and yes it was again one of the most awesomest times... by the time the sex part started i was too far gone to even think of resistance all i know was i wanted and needed his touch badly..

Two day before Sir did exatctly the same thing ..one of the hardest spankings ever..only it was a severe caning ..and again the need and want of his touch was a must... well you get the drift...

in both cases had either of them walked away without that soft touch .. i would have curled in a ball.. empty.. had they not done the punishment first.. i think with my mood at the time i would have been still very uptight and withdrawn on my reactions..

<<<has been very out of sorts and well totally misbehaving because of it.. even slightly rebellious...if your wondering..lol

just my opinion

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snow