Happy at last.

[stars_and_roses]

But the problem always has been that it just wasn’t doing it for me. It always felt good but left me empty inside and after it was done I just wanted to be left alone. This time it was just online but I felt completely different. After the role play I laid down on my bed and I noticed that I couldn’t stop smiling. I felt all warm and fuzzy. It was so nice and haven’t slept that good in ages. I guess now I know what I have been missing all these years.

Now I was wondering if there are more people who feel like this. And what makes it so different and so much better?

I know exactly what you mean. My bf has never been interested in BDSM, so I started... experimenting with a wonderful and understanding Dom from this site. The first time we played together, it just felt so right and I knew this was what I was missing. Last night, I asked him if he would please consider being my online Master, and he said yes! I think I fell asleep smiling... I'm smiling again just thinking about it...

As for what exactly makes if better, I don't know if I can put it into words. It's just fulfilling the reasons I'm a sub. And it's great.