thats a beautiful way of putting it. it sure feels like i've just waken up as well. like i just discovered a whole new world. and i'm happy to be able to be on this journey with you.
fluffy: its one of the things i never expected. that giving up controle could be so liberating. its such a wonderful feeling.
stars_and_roses: congratulations i am very happy for you. i hope you and your new master will have a wonderful time together.