I am so sorry you went through the same kind of thing as too many of us HUGS you tight Lolita.

We do have a support group here at the site just for submissives that have survived such things and secondary survivors are welcome as well.

It can be found through the following link and or the Abuse support group sancturary found in the social groups section of your profiles.

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/sh...ad.php?t=15730