I think your best bet would be to sit down and talk with him and tell him how you are feeling. For me, having been lied to it destroyed how I felt about the person. I forgave him once but I still had in the back of my head..is he telling me the truth or is this just another lie that I have to figure out. I don't know what to tell you other than to follow your heart and really sit down and think about things through.

I have this thing that if someone is being honest with you they won't block their number, etc. I have told people this that I view this as a step in not being fake. I am not saying he is a fake but maybe you need to look down that avenue as well.

I am sorry that you are hurt and please know..there are many other Doms out there who will make you feel the way you want to. Be it someone online or even a local munch to help you get into the swing of things and know people locally in the lifestyle. The internet allows someone to be whoever they want to be and you don't really know some one till you meet them in person.

Amanda