HUGGGGS Storm
I am so sorry you are in this dark place. It sucks big time thats for sure, Ive been there more than once myself. I know it seems like youve been utterely obliterated. You can and will survive it. Its hard I know, but do not loose hope or ever give up on yourself!
The feelings that we as submissives experience are often times hard to put into words; who feels things so deeply as those who bare their souls and yeild to the will of another, completely at their mercy? Who crys inside at the merest hint of displeasure from the one they have given their love too? We do! Worse still than that is that feeling of being left, rejected, our trust and love broken and battered. It is something that allmost all of us will go through. The sword hidden within the pinions of love's embrace bites no one as deeply as the slave.
If you ever need anyone to talk too, please feel free to contact me.
Be strong my sister, you are not alone.