i suck at the quote button so far so pardon this....

Miner....i think that once all kiddies are settled for the night that this is similar to what W/we do as the worst day of this last bought Master just let me find a safe and submissive position to remain in till i felt calmer. i think its harder when kids are around as its hard for me to stop what has to be done.

fetishdj....i do think that my pms is within normal range, it just varies in intensity. although W/we work so hard on communication it is never a good idea for a man to say anything like pms-ing? lol He has thus far not punished me for pms behavior although He is letting me be nervous that its coming.

B!tch... i think my experience varies pretty wildly now. Probably as my 40's are now mid 40's (yuck) i would say that some of it has calmed down compared to just a few years ago although as vanilla relationships didn't offer the safety He has given me. most of the time i am more sensitive and end up feeling like a bad sub/girlfriend and He spends His day telling me i am fine. As soon as this rageful episode subsided that showed up in a i'm so sorry Master how do You put up with me kind of way. i wish i could wear a choke collar and have it yanked on when i have entered into the you are in so much trouble territory. Mostly, though for me the hard part was observing myself in a 3rd party sort of way treating Him rudely and feeling out of control of it.