Quote Originally Posted by fetishdj View Post
Its hard to say, Bad Kitty, because there are too many variables involved and unless we could get a version of you who had the same life as you but didn't have the disorder we can't tell if you would have the same response without it. Do any of your symptoms of sub space match those of your particular disorder? If so, then maybe.

If your disorder no longer causes you problems in everyday life and you enjoy your subspace then I don't really see it as a problem. If something happening in play was likely causing you to have symptoms of the disorder in everyday life then you may have to do something about it.

i don't really worry about it, i was just pondering as it seems that what i took for granted isn't necessarily a given. i was more wondering if some people are just more "prone" to subspace than others. as far as my disorder, it is seemingly not triggered by what W/we do, not that i have noticed. its funny how despite the roughness of what W/we do, He is the only man i have ever felt safe with. All the vanilla guys usually did more to cause illness for me and the one of this type of relationship is by far where i feel healthiest. i am not going to question my way out of this, i am just curious by nature.