The need to beg and made to cry

[thir]

Please help. I am a strong person. But I have this overpowering need to have my Master make me beg for mercy and to cry from punishment and orgasms. Not all the time mind you. But sometimes, does this make me a weak sub. If I let my defenses down? I know my Master doesn't like wormy subs, its a turn off for him, but doyou think him having that much power over me would also drive him wild? Confussed! Or is this just a new level in my submission that I have reached???

Letting someone punish you so you cry and howl for mercy is hardly a weakness!

It is a common need for many people, and not just subs btw. It is a release for tensions and cleans body and mind. And it can make the sub and M very very close.

I truly believe that in a TTTWD relationships there must be communication about everything for it to work. Talk to him.