The need to beg and made to cry

[leo9]

I will tell him, but what I am feeling is it normal? I don't want to be weak by anymeans but also graves these feelings?

What you are feeling is normal for a profound submissive, and your Master should be very pleased to own such a treasure. It is no more a weakness than your need to submit or your Master's need to dominate.

I wish you both well on your journey. There are scary beasts and wonderful treasures out there.