WOW.... Not really sure how to respond to that. I just want to say that I am so sorry you were hurt so badly. It is hard to believe that some people can be so brutal. Hopefully you do not let this end the lifestyle for you and you continue on your journey and find someone who makes you truly happy. IMHO, we are never given more than we can handle in life, and that everything we go through is for a reason, and helps make us stronger.

Best of luck