A E-mail I dont plan to send, but that I wrote at 4:30 this morning

[hamlet45]

Carpe, yeah, the problem is she really started this egregious nonsense after we broke up. The break up was mutual. This however has not been. Alas I completely disagree with you analysis on cheating. There is an emotional element that I think needs to be respected. But of course everyone has different standards.

I thank you all for commenting. This is very helpful.However I now feel a little silly for posting this whole thing... Sometimes this are just sort of lousy at one point in the day and later it goes away. I hope no one will hold my anger and sentimentality against me.