Butterfly I really appreciate the offer of help being very new to this all round. I am also a 50 year old and am hoping to educate myself here. I have already been aproached by some interesting men of various ages here offering to "help" train me etc or ask me very personal questions which I dont feel able to or even want to discuss with strangers and so far I have stood my ground and said no. I dont have the highest self esteem which is my problem and Im working on it but Im wondering if older subs have more of an issue because of the way we were brought up perhaps as well.
Anyway I just want to thank you for starting this thread and thank all the lovely helpful women here like Denuseri and others Ive met in chatwho have been very patient and kind to me here.