i'm thinking that perhaps, these feelings have arisen since you last spoke to one another and if so, i can understand what you're going through.

my Master travels alot and has very long hours with His business and sometimes 3 or 4 days pass without us talking and it drives me crazy but, over time i've learned to be patient and when we do talk, it is all good...real good!

Hang in there a bit longer, tuffkitty...As you said, he's going through a Crisis right now, and when you do finally connect...as denu and Archeon suggested, share with him, your feelings. Until then, try to think positive! i wish you luck!

xx rosie