Struggled??? How about still struggling? Yes, I am. It has been many months, and I am very unpracticed in anal penetration at this point. For those who are worried that they will become "permanently stretched open" if they have too much anal sex...no worries here. He fucked me in the ass on a daily basis last summer for week after week after week....and after a winter of nothing anal, I'm as tight as I was the very first time. And I do struggle. A lot. But you know something? When He puts His hand on my back, and pushes me down, and holds me there, and tells me to take it....I do. And I get dripping, sopping wet, even as I'm trying to pull away.