I am fairly content at the moment. As Nicelips said I woke up, still had a pulse and all those things we take for granted.

But I wish I had a few friends who shared my interests to visit during the day, instead of sitting in front of this damned screen posting to people who live over the other side of the world. Don't get me wrong I really enjoy my time on the forums and think I'm starting to make some online friends here but nothing beats one on one contact.

I'm just venting and feeling lonely and sorry for myself at the moment and I know by sitting here typing I'm probably perpetuating the problem. I'll go and stick my head in a bag and yell really loudly and curse the world then come back and post some more.