It is like the concept of death. It is your heart beating like a butterfly, it beats so fast and so hard as your heart is trying to beat itself out of your chest. It feels like you grasping for air like you are drowning. You can be in pure darkness, when you see her there is light. When she smiles at you, her smile is only for me. Truly as I think about that feeling it makes you feel alive and there nothing in the world around even matter. You feel that you have this power to reach up and grab the stars.