I’m not sure when I first realised I was a submissive. Although, it’s kinda funny really, because when I was young and I’d see people getting embarrassed in public (on kids shows like Get Your Own Back and stuff like that) I always felt such sympathy for them. I hated the idea of being humiliated like that.

Then, I don’t know, it was like someone flipped a switch inside me and I was… I wanted to be that person, almost. The fantasy of it was a real turn on. I’m not saying I want to be humiliated in public (not openly, anyway), but I definitely like the fantasy aspect of it.

I think the first thing I was into was ass worship and facesitting, and then maybe spankings, and it just developed from there. I think I was around thirteen or fourteen. It wasn’t really being tied up and physically punished (although they did come later), but just about the humiliation. It still to this day is mostly about the humiliation aspect of BDSM.

Anyway, that’s my story.