As you well know Silke I went through the same misery recently.

The difference with me is I have a lovely wife I'm with every day.

Funny to be sitting with her & feeling the heartache of losing someone thousands of miles away.

Thankfully she has come back & we're spending time together again. To hear her voice on the phone makes me feel like a kid again.

I wish you all the best in yours Silke. Until this year I never believed how much you can feel for someone you've never met.

To love someone can bring heartache & misery- but there's nothing in the whole world that can make you happier.

It just might be worth it Silke.

Tojo