Quote Originally Posted by frankee
i wanted to ask you, why don't you use the alcohol wipes?
Which kind of tool do you prefer to be used on your skin?
How would you describe the pain? on a scale from 1 - 10?
What's going through your mind, before, during and after the cutting?
I don’t use alcohol wipes for cutting because I never used them before I met him, and I think anti-bacterial soap works just fine. Plus something about using alcohol wipes before makes it feel too... “medical” and it’s just more exciting if they’re not used. As long as you’re “clean” I think it’s okay, but if you don’t want scarring I would recommend using them afterwards (especially if you want the extra stinging sensation on the cut).

Can’t really pick a preferred tool... I love them all lol. Probably something bigger than a razorblade or scalpel though, like one of the larger knives or fantasy blades, because seeing the size of the blade seems to effect how I anticipate it to feel on my skin.

The pain level varies... the first cut is always like an 8, and then the rest of the cuts are about 5 or 6. The cuts are more painful if they’re on my stomach area though. It also depends on which tool is being used, if it’s a razor blade the pain will be less.

I think Asia summed up pretty well what goes on in the mind... before there is great anticipation and desire, sometimes it gets so bad that I feel like I have to have the pain right then or I’m going to go insane. During... it’s hard to say if I’m even thinking anything at all, I just know I want more and more and I want to see my own blood flow, it’s kind of like being in a trance really. After the cutting there’s this overwhelming feeling of “I love you” and total submission as he cleans me up. The need for more usually subsides then too, because I’m used to it being “the end” when he’s done with the blood and cleaning me up, and I’m ready to just cuddle in his arms by that point.