I now identify as a switch as it depends on my dynamic with the other person whether I feel submissive or dominant to them. I grew up in a fairly rural area, and some of my first fantasies involved my step mom "loaning" me to some of her friends to do yard work and muck stalls. In my fantasies they would make me work and tease me into a frenzy( wearing jodupurs tight shirts, leotards etc...). Then they would tie me between the stalls and wash me down like I was an animal (with no small amount of teasing and fondling). Then they would use this frenzied state to make me service them and let them do whatever they wanted to me. Remember these were early fantasies( 12 years old) so they were not very intricate or too knowledgeable about the lifestyle. These fantasies did feel "right" to me and thats where it began.