i have just been told by Master that i have 2 options the first option is this. I can cry as much as i want but dont expect Master to stay with me for 2 and a half hours as he would walk off and drive back home.....................The second option is to hold the tears back and wait until i go inside the departure lounge and then i can cry as much as i want to............... i have no options but to go with the second options as the first options would be worse than the second option.