i'm into erotic pain ever since i became sexually active, so about for 33 years now. Having been at a boy school till my 18, i slept and had sex with bf's only for a couple of years. I was convienced i was gay until a girl got crazy of me and let me discover what sex with a girl was. I kept My sm-nature hidden for all these sex partners afraid that they would think i was too weird. I was well 21 when i met a Misstress who explored my submissive BDSM nature, she was almost the age of my mother and a professional 'entertainer' (stripper, dancer, escort). She introduced me in Her 'private' BDSM circles where i got exposed to all possible SM technics. Compared to other submissives i needed more, could handle more and often served as 'demo-model' to try out new ideas. After some years i quit with this but always remained submissive in sm-play. Getting over 40 i see i appeal more and more to gay men looking for a sub.

I'm here just to read and see what others do in this kinky field.