Why I am a worthless piece of shit

[denuseri]

Well thir all I can say is that it is an old thread, and only a handful of people took the op's the wrong way (which is ussual for any forum in almost any thread) and most of the people who participated in it did so long ago until someone dug it up recently and took it all to task for some reason of their own.

Not every opinion one gives on any paticular topic is going to make sence to everyone else, it is all too easy to miscomunicate a great many things via text alone; afterall human comunication is like 90% non-verbal unconsious facial responces.

In so far as I could tell the op is into a little humiliation and degragation play is all and needed advice on how to answer some questions posed to her by her two doms in "scene" (I am guessing they work well together and may even have planned the scene as many doms do) who play with her together all at once (sounds non-traditional to some but is more common than a lot of people think in a lot of circles).

A lot of people don't "get" degration play and thats fine. It can be confussing for some, sometimes a dominant wants white to mean black, up mean down, etc etc all to trip up the submissive or to train her to free her mind from convential thinking and conform with her dominants wishes at the time. Drill instructors do something similar to my understanding in the military and for much the same reasons sometimes.


But the basics of submission 101 still apply during any D/s or M/s interaction.

Its all too easy to choke up when one is being interogated, when I trainned at a formal poly house they used to have us practice with each other so we could think fast on our knees while serving the dominants and others.

One must learn to bend, stay focused and control their fear of saying the wrong thing.

After all, one will know if their responces were the right ones soon enough...the whip will tell them real quick I am sure.

[thir]

[B][COLOR="pink"]Well thir all I can say is that it is an old thread,

Godness gracious me!! So it is. How hugely embaressing - I simply did not notice! I thought it was urgent.