Silke - I just wanted to send a sub hug your way and am glad you have returned to a happy place. I am new here and usually just lurk around...but in reading your comments throughout the forum, I've felt your warmth and commitment.

I too have found it overwhelming to give so much to a person you've never met - these feelings are new and exciting and confusing. It helps to know there are others out there. Take care - cookiecat.