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That was a beautiful memory, and thank you for sharing it. Not just an awakening to BDSM, but an awakening of sexuality, and awakening of trust. Didn't 'get me hot', it got me... warm. A rare sensation from reading.

I read it through, and really enjoyed it. But I stopped before moving on... it occured to me that your gender is never mentioned in the story.

As a heterosexual male, I have always been the odd one in my set. I never found men having m/m sex to be particularly disgusting, or women having sex to be particularly erotic. Being a silent witness to people having loveless, joyless sex makes me feel... filthy. Watching people have intimate moments makes me feel innocent. Tonight, I feel innocent.

There is brilliance in what you wrote, honest talent. If you never wrote anything for BDSM Library, it would be a great pity.