Life is short, enjoy yourself but use your head. You know the pain of loss, as most of us do and the feelings of happiness that you and he share, so if you want more than online learn to share with him everything, from your fears to your greatest joy, I know you want r/l at some point so you are allowed to protect yourself and hold back a little...no need to give him your bank account numbers and social.. just use your head and don't get lost in the online world but continue to push forward and grow as person and as a sub. Make him prove to you that he's worth your effort, but most of all be happy with you...good luck kitten.your friend MR