I suppose my childhood signs of being submissive involved "rough housing". I would always pick fights with all the boys. I would always instigated the initial wrestling but when the boys would fight back, I would instantly give in to them sitting on me and pinning my arms down or pulling my arms behind my back. I enjoyed the power struggle of it all and as my teen years approached, I would get more and more aroused by the thought of being restrained. I would even fight back more than normal in hopes of receiving a bruise or a cut to remind me of that moment where someone had complete control over me.

And now... I **love** rope. During a scene I feel like I have to be tied up in some way. Whether it be a simple wrist tie or something more extreme like all my limbs being bound and attached to one of the three rings on my collar. I feel that it makes me so vulnerable and submissive. For scarlet is His slave to do with as He pleases.