Can anyone help me?

[cariad]

Hi,
I am 30 happily married and very into BDSM, but I am having problems admitting and accepting that I do like it.
I was bought up a catholic (Don't know if that explains it).
I like to be dominated by my husband, who loves to dom. But I can not talk about it afterwards and if he tries to instigate sex I won't play along.
He thinks I can't accept who I am?

So I guess I am looking for reassurance that I am not some sort of freak that like to be spanked.
Please help??

I see your account has been closed. But since I am sure you are not the only person who passes through these threads who has this conflict within them I am going to respond to your introduction.

The short and easy answer is that in the opinion of the members of this forum, myself included, you are not a freak of any sort.

I was fortunate that I never had an issue with being spanked, guess I was too busy enjoying it, and the after effects. However there are elements of what I enjoy within this lifestyle which I did have to grapple with, and come up with answer which was right for me.

It is a shame that you cannot discuss these matters with your husband. What I would suggest is that explore these threads, you will find that you are not alone in your desires, and maybe establish a PM (private message) relationship with a few people you feel you can trust, and explore the issues with them.

I hope that you find both what you are looking are for and what you need.

cariad