Hi & welcome, sub soon to be in acceptance.

Yes as the other lovely people have said, you are far from alone. The fact that you now have the Internet as a resource makes it much easier to gain knowledge & support.

Rest assured that you are doing something very courageous & sensible by making that post. I can absolutely guarantee you'll be well supported here.

Read & ask questions- feel free to PM anyone who looks helpful, myself included- with any personal queries.

Tojo