While I feel for you I need to point out that rule #2 of the forum is that you MUST be 18 to participate, and you have self-reported as 16.
By asking for advice of this nature you are exposing anyone who attempts to offer you help or advice to potential legal issues. I sincerely hope that when you are 18 you find the help you are looking for.
Thank you so much for pointing this out I was about to offer strong words of advice, but now... meh... go finish being a kid. Come back when you're 18.
~It is the summer of my smiles - Flee from me Keepers of the Gloom. - Speak to me only with your eyes. - It is to you I give this tune.~