I have yet to talk to her on any of this since I last posted :/ I'm terrible... I know. lol

I think Oz is right though. When I read his thread "A Connection" I was envious of all that his sub had experienced while sitting at lunch! However, I have experienced all of that with my own Master. I think part of the reason I was so drawn to that thread was because: 1. I could relate and 2. Mmmmmmm I think knowing that somebody desires to be in your position is flattering. Even the girl I want to Domme has said many times that she wishes she had what I do. So, when I find out if she's down to watch Him Dom me, we will go from there. And if she's not, than we won't have an audience when he throws my collar on me.

I will post an update when I have one. Thanks all for your input