Does this have a time limit? Because i'm thinking maybe in a life time you'd be able to complete a million words, considering (i believe) you're not a professional writer. by my calculations a million words is going to put at about 2220 pages in microsoft word (double spaced).... i'm not really sure what advice to give you on this situation, as i'm not actively involved in the relationship, but this seems almost like an excuse to give you more punishment, in your own words, and impossible (given a constricted time) task.