I've never been like this until recently, and actually know exactly when it started. My husband and the kids went on vacation and left me to take care of the farm for a week this summer. Since then I've had these constant cravings. I guess absence makes the heart (tart?) grow fonder. I've never wanted anyone but my husband, my Love, who is now also my Master. I told him all this and he says "welcome to my world". The intense desires center around humiliation and submission- I think you' might be right about repressing true needs and inner slut. The submission to his desire might let me to stop repressing my own. I feel pretty darn good about it too after your reassurance.