<naked with my balls and sissy clit clamped and stretched, and of course some torments to my nipples>
Hello Again Everyone,
i hope everyone had a wonderful holiday, while i was stuffing the turkey, i so wanted to be bound naked on the table with everyone stuffing my holes to capacity and then enjoying a few laughs at my expense. But i digress. Wait, what about a tail of feathers and ......
Ok, ok, so Master has given me a new (assignment might not be the right word) how about, ritual. Everyday before i leave the house to go to work, i take 3 grapes, place them in my sissypussy and seal them with a tampon. When i get to work, i am allowed to remove the grapes. Also He has me putting my sissy seed on my sandwich that i have for lunch, so that i may privately humiliate myself with all my co-workers at the table, as unbeknownst to them, i eat my sandwich with tasty sissy mayo.
It is all very humiliating and degrading. It has caused me some restless nights, thinking about what a nasty little pervert i am. Doing all these tasks for Master and telling you about them. i have never been with a man, but i have been having relentless fantasies about it. These fantasies have intensified so greatly since i have started serving my Master. i'm not gay, i'm married. But i do believe that i'm travelling down a twisted road to bisexuallity. As i've said, i've never been with a man, but i love anal play and long to suck a big cock. This is causing me some conflict to say the least. At work i have to be strong, couragous, proficient, and fearless. At home, i have to be the man, the provider, the security. But when i'm alone, i want to strip off all my clothes, make myself up into a nasty little cumslut and degrade and humiliate myself for everyone's amusment and pleasure. i am definantly torn and living a double life behind my dirty little closet door. Well, i just wanted to type some feelings. i promised everyone a journey to follow. Wonder how this one will turn out.
Good Night Everyone,
the closet sissy bitch-panty slut