I do know where my jealousy comes from. It comes from thinking im not good enough for him and he can find someone else that can serve him better than me. Master reasures me constantly that isnt the case and I am his number one. That is what I have been working on; my insecurities. Its something I have to do myself and Master can not help me with this. believe me he has tried. I will always be jealous because my love, devotion and dedication for him is more than words can say. I just got to learn how to deal with my jealousy in the correct manor when it comes out. Im making progress and doing great with it, but it is one of those things that will always be hard and its also one of those things that makes him see how much i love and worship him. I will never get tired of doing that.