Strypi turned my ass black and blue the day before yesterday. She laid into me with almost every implement we own! Previously, She had allowed me to critique her spanking techniques since i do have a lot of experience. i told Her that She could use a lot more force instead of sharp little taps by swinging Her entire armand not just Her wrist. She's really getting the swing of it. *terrible pun* It was an enjoyable session.

Yesterday we were about to have sex. When i started to raise Her shirt She resisted. Without hesitation i reached for my 4" folding knife from the bedside table, flipped it open with a flick of my wrist, gathered Her shirt, and put the blade to the fibers of Her shirt. When i saw the shock and fear in Her eyes, i bowed my head, folded and put the knife away and apologized for my insubordinate behavior.

IF THE ROLES HAD BEEN REVERSED...

...and they were only two weeks ago, this would have been acceptable and enjoyable for both of us. There's not much we haven't tried. We've enjoyed lots of edge play including: knife play, breath play, bondage and restraint, needle play and piercing, humiliation and the list goes on. So my insubordinate knife incident was not unusual activity for us, but it was highly inappropriate now that i have agreed to submit. i am certain that i will be punished severely and fairly.

She is already a better Dom than i ever was, and being submissive is definitely going to be a struggle for me, but i am beginning to enjoy the concept of submission. i am little ashamed to admit that i am enjoying the beatings too.

Tchus y'all