I think the apprehension of it might actually take place used to give me a bigger buzz than the event itself. The tease leading up to what I thought was about to take place was mind wrecking. To see the glint in my Mistresses eye when out with her was gut wrenching, knowing that with the toss of the head the game would be on. Humiliation comes in all forms, and without actually being involved you can be humiliated.

My Mistress one night was talking to a very good friend of mine in a club while I was sitting next to her. She told a story of another person and how he was made to do something outrageous by his wife. The guy was stunned at the story, but I was humiliated because it was about me. I was also put on a high with adrenalin pushing through my body, because at the end she said to my friend that the wife was going to make him do it again.

Sometimes the humiliation is not in the doing but in the build up to being dropped flat.

Be well IAN 2411