Thanks to a/All for the support in this thread and in our journey!

i am sitting here naked and cuffed with my leather locking wrist bands, with my cock and balls bound--i really enjoy binding my genitals. i've been trying to express to Mistress Strypi how much i've been enjoying tasking (to my surprise) and i've been begging for more to push my limits. She has suggested eating my own semen from a plate, and i've been begging Her to urinate on me in the tub. i used Her bath water that She urinated in and She watched me urinate on myself in the same tub! It is really starting to look like a good evening is in store for me. She also proposed that i should tolerate intrusion by Her strap-on (yet to be purchased). To that i responded that i am really enjoying Her taskings and i belong to Her for Her pleasure.

She instructed me to document my feelings here in my journal right now (30 minute time limit), so here goes:

Right now, i am really beginning to wildly enjoy being submissive. i am looking forward to more pushing of my limits. What i considered to be hard limits last week are now more than negotiable. i want to know what i am capable of and what She is capable of. i want to fully give myself to Her, however She wants. i want to be submissive 24/7. She didn't paddle me last night and instead initiated tasking. She thinks that i need to heal a little first, but there is no pain in my skin and i miss that pain. i want it all, to be dominated, to feel pain, to be humiliated, and most of all to please Her, entirely. i am enjoying the attention, the pleasure, and the opportunity to please Her. Maybe i am being selfish, but i want it all.

What do y'all think? Are there health concerns with bruises on top of old bruises. She is concerned about blood clots, etc. but i heal quickly---probably a good trait for a submissive to have!!! lol