I personally agree ^ with both points brwneydgirl makes.

Honesty, I hope you might take up some of the offers for a PM (if you feel comfortable doing so) from fellow submissives. Talk to others that you feel comfortable talking to.

It is very good - imho - that you are not seeking a relationship at this time, please hold onto that. Please don't fall under the spell of a Dom's offer to 'fix you' or somesuch thing... without very, very careful consideration and an abundance of caution. (or really, at all for now)

I have heard there are therapists who are 'kink friendly' and I sincerely hope that you find one in your area.