She certainly did set me straight with an Amazing session! When She first began beating me She instructed me to say Mistress after everything i said. So She asked me, "What's my name?" as She began swinging the paddle against my ass. i uncontrollably yelled, "Mistress Strypi, Mistress". This continued for about 15 minutes and suddenly my breathing became slow and calm, the room seemed quiet, my eyes closed, and i felt as if i were floating. The paddle didn't even cause me to wince, and when She asked me to say Her name while swinging the paddle at my brused and lumpy ass i was able to respond in a smooth and loving tone. i think this is the fabled sub space i've always heard of.

So, now i will answer my own question.

Submission makes me feel symbiotic with Her, like i am high on cocaine, confident and ready for anything.