It is no secret to those who know me that i am an anal slut. The place my mind goes when i give that piece of myself has the power to completely take over my emotional well being. I trust my One not to take it for granted, and understand the place it takes me. All of that being said, i wonder if it is common for other subs that when you open yourself in a way that makes you physically and emotionally vulnerable, if the fear and anticipation of these acts ever go away? I like the way i respond, because i know i am pushing my boundaries, for Him and for myself. I don't want to lose that.