My submissive nature arouses me sexually. It's the only thing that does arouse me...For years, before I was defined, I did not know why I treated men so shabbily...I pushed them and provoked them to stand up for themselves. They never did. They allowed me to walk all over them and soon I'd lose respect and it was over.

My dearest friends and even those who don't know me well...would never suspect I am submissive...I am one hundred percent in control in my everyday life. I am bold...stubborn...outspoken, opinionated and demanding (of course i am all these things in a nice way - giggles).

I am not inhibited or shy in the least. My gregarious nature permits me to easily approach strangers and make them feel comfortable. Because I love to hear people laugh, I will go out of my way to play the clown at any party.

Unfortunately for me...because of my external persona...most submissive men are attracted to me...lol...seems i'm defeating my own purpose.