Yes an excellent point sera- the struggle to stay here. I may well have walked away myself this week if not for the support of my friends.
Thanks for the hugs, that means a lot.
The whole world tells us what we feel & what we do is wrong. It takes a lot to keep on track sometimes. Even the intensity of feeling seems wrong somehow.
I'd never desert lisa- I'm talking to her now, but getting back into a 'full blown' D/s relationship again is not going to be easy.
Let's hope katie does come back- the last 4 days have been dark & cold.
Tojo