Dear little Lady on your knees,

I'm glad to read that your desires never died. And as far as pretending is concerned, this is exactly the place were neither you nor I have to pretend anything. You want to be a slave. That means that there is a lot to give inside of you that you apparently have not been able to give to any man yet. Giving is good. The purpose of a slave is to please and the best for him to do that is to sexuality because you can give your body and your obedience. Your Dom is also given to you. He should never humiliate you but appreciate the gift that you give him and very carefully manipulate the application of pain and pleasure, pushing you to your limits without the need to break you

don't worry too much about that bit of rebellion. That is your tool to solicit punishment which in a way is a gift of your Dom because you create a natural way for him to express his ownership over you by having you submit to a whip, or his belt.

Good luck and don't be a stranger,

Jan De Groot