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I can't keep quiet. I read it once more. It fills me with lust, fear and admiration. You are not only a genuine masochist, You are an author.

"Mind if I tear off a piece?" he continues as if I didn't exist

Ooooooooooooooh......

Oh Mei... I am stunned...

I actually enjoy a bit of denial. It's so much better once I'm finally allowed, especially if I've been teased to the point where it's all I can think of. Of course, he generally doesn't deny me for long, and as much as I'd enjoy him to do it more, he has ways of making the wait just a tad unbearable at times. (of course, that's most of the fun!)

Orgasms are good, it's what leads up to them that makes things great.

Thank You, Miss Mei.

I agree. There seems to be quite a trend towards the 24/7 type of life. I'm not sure how you contrast 24/7 with TPE, but for all intents I'll assume you mean them as being almost the same.

I think the reasons for TPE are, in fact, purely fantastical. Sure, I love the notion of a 24/7 lifestyle (particularly since I'm a dom ;] ) but when my fantasies are put aside, and the unfortunate logical part takes over, I find myself seeing this as almost an impossibility.

I feel that the way that I prefer to handle this imbalance of "part time d/s" (I call it an imbalance because what is submission but in the fullest extent?) is by telling the submissive that I want her to lead her life in the way she would normally lead it. This is helpful as to not hinder family meetings, work obligations and etc, while still maintaining that notion of "This is what I've told you to do" as it is a command that she act normally outside the household.

I enjoy reading your fantasy. Thank you for sharing with us. Hope to see more. Luv.

Thank You, Miss Mei. I am afraid i can't say anything useful, being hardly more than a schoolgirl. But i enjoyed you sharing.

I know how you feel, a few months ago I was quite similar: spent SO much time fantasizing and wanting...needing...to fulfill them. A lot of mine were violent and included complete loss of control, somewhat similar to the fantasy you posted. I ended up joining the Library to try to work it out, and found myself taking a step into a relationship with a very close friend of mine. Hopefully you'll find the answers you're looking for soon, and maybe take that step yourself eventually as well if that's what you decide you really want to do.

Dear Miss Mei, i humbly think it is only natural to turn inward in a new environment, having less acquaintances around.
In your first wonderful blog i can see three elements of humiliation:
1.) physical violence,
2.) sexual abuse,
3.) racist degradation.
I think sex and humiliation are strongly connected in your subconscious. So they are in mine, only i need physical pain, too, and sex is less important for me.
Thank you for being frank and open. You know how to write.

Wonderful. Thank you very much. It is the extreme humiliation what i enjoy. You are a real masochist, lady.

Nice writing, I enjoyed reading this.